Okay so I just watched SHINee's performance on Mezamashi live and I am so hooked, okay. Seriously they are the best in the world and idk but overwhelming feels are just pouring out of my heart I really can't control it ;~; Minho is so darn perfect and his legs are so pretty and his beautiful smile, his eyes........ just EVERYTHING about him is lovely. And also the other boys~ What do I do with them!? Their live vocals are to die for, and so is the dancing, and the way they belted out 1000 Years literally made me feel like crying. I've never been this in love. Sincerely grateful I got to know of them, don't see how I even deserved such luck but I feel so blessed to be able to listen to their music ♥♥
On the other hand, promos are in a week and I have this ultimate hunch that I'm just gonna retain because I've never failed this badly in my life. I can't get any work right (can't even get started tbh) and yeah, I just feel like starting the year all over again because there are many things I would have done differently, and also many people I would have chosen not to meet. Life is such a pain in the ass but I guess the only thing we can do is move foward.
So~ ending off with SHINee's performance link - 26 minutes of pure bliss. I can watch this forever. Good night!
